Olah! Please excuse me for whining up! It's been difficult for me to share my thoughts lately and I hated it! You know when you love doing something and you suddenly stop, things start messing up right? My brain has been corrupted or something that no certain words seemed to spring out of my head unlike before that words meander anytime. A lot of things had happen to me. Some were good, some were bad and some just don't make sense at all and yet I just couldn't start a decent sentence. ugh! I don't know what was going on. I became somewhat skeptical. The thing is, them always come first before me (oh where did that come from??). Until one day I finally said it, "Im just burn out!" So after I said that, my heart  lightened a bit and my brain started to work out, but the blockage wasn't hundred percent flattened yet. I couldn't even add 39 and 78  in a snap or two. That's how bad I was. Just imagine how my conversation to my customers went like everyday. So I would tell them the usual but when they started asking me something outside my shell, boom! there goes the dead-air! haha! No wonder why my score deviated so bad, perhaps I was not making sense which is very unsatisfactorily! Oh well, Im pulling myself now, I hope. Hey I won't let this crap cause repercussions so I think I should stop now. To whoever reads this, thank you and may God bless you.

-mads :-)